Unwanted Delusions

Do I deserve to dream like this? Oh how I wish I am stuck in The Slumber Land with all I want being there. Creamy ice creams with loads of my favourite flavours; “Strawberry, Vanilla, Neapolitan for example.” Creepy Irish I suppose. I am the princess of the land with pretty little green evening gown which I wear when I go anywhere and a cute hairdo with the touch of rosy pink on my cheeks. And I’ll have Nemo as my bo. Richie would be Nemo. Instead, yesterday I got Richie as Ayah and me as Mak, fighting and he was hitting me all over. And today, I got myself pregnant. It would be nice if it is not now.