Things to do Today :

1. Get up.

2. Survive.

3. Go back to bed.

Monday, June 7, 2010


So I've realized that I haven't been posting for a really long time. Sometimes we just want to keep our private life, private.

Isn't that a good thing?

Anyhow, we'll catch up later, pretty soon.

Monday, November 30, 2009

One Breath

So people like to talk crap. I bet that wasn’t just a saying. It is definitely true. How would people expect me to react when I said something defensive and IF they are doing the same thing too? Stupid keyboard. Somehow it IS a fresh new start so they do not have to drag it all in from then to now. What is their problem? You tell me. No, let me tell you. Maybe they know that they are the IN thing, but they just got no brains! I really do not think any truce will be in existence for a very long time. Let’s say in another 50? I’ll be long gone by then. So let’s make it this way, DROP DEAD!!

Sunday, September 27, 2009

All I Want is You

Plucking the chords C and Am in repetition gave me an idea for a new song. Somehow it sounded more like White Horse, the lyrics I mean. The melody was so sad somehow, I felt I was singing because of the betrayal that that someone did but I was in the mood of “I am a stupid girl, it’s ok.” I was shocked to be honest. I put the guitar away and I thought of Comot really hard, thinking how much I have been missing him. Craving for a hug, a kiss on the forehead. Oh, no one knows how I safe I felt when he was around me.

“Say you’re sorry
Kneel before me..”


Sunday, August 16, 2009

Ya'll Ain't Divas

eeOh wow boo hoo, now let us all post it all in our blogs and let the world know your pathetic side of story. Pretty dumb questions you asked me those days. I thought, if I ever give you answers, it would make me a dumb ass too but noooooooo, I didn’t, did I? Hah! Sensitive, huh? Where are your balls at?

Now you lady, well you look one. What was your orientation again? I really hope you won’t get your big mouth in trouble with other people or they’ll kick your bony ass! You reeeeallly know how to paraphrase now, don’t you? Sorry babe, I am not complementing. I really don’t have to say anything seriously because, hey, like I said, I have a lot of friends with a lot of information. They do the talking for me. =)

And hey, you there! Did you really think that I would let you out of the list? No! In case you didn’t know, I know what you have said about me, you sissy! And now you took your hands on my property just like that? Haven’t your mama taught you anything, biatch? Just so you know, I think your nostrils are humungous.

Oh yea, and you, sour grape! I am so glad my man’s related to you, and I don’t have to back fire all your lame words you bushed out to your peeps about me. Your peeps hate you.

Sorry, Mom. I tried to be patient just like you taught me to be. But I will never be as positive. Love you!

Tuesday, July 21, 2009


Maybe I’ve done something really bad, that’s why my heart beats wild. Something that I might want to commit a suicide before I got somebody else says “It’s a homicide, Grissom”. Today was a No Luck. The morning’s exodus, the afternoon’s crash, oh yea, before that, after ‘brunch’s’ education. I should say, “Oooh, maaaan!” Lastly, the evening’s arrival. Once I really thought that I could be killed, because of today. Worse, humiliation.

Ditched again. That’s ok. He had to go, and how on earth could I stop him? Go give it a try and you’ll get a trace of a footprint on your forehead. I know I really like to get in trouble, but that is not the trouble that I could risk my life for.

An hour more to go. I have a small zit on my left cheek beside my nose. It is obviously annoying. Sometimes I just hope I am 100% plastic.

Oh tummy, would you stop? The heart is more painful. And the cause is you. I am sorry the throat wouldn’t accept anything just now, because it couldn’t! It’s not her fault. Blame it on the situation. I didn’t make any decision, it’s all his.

I smell something really nasty on my left hand. I thought it would be shyt in case if you peeps think that I don’t know what you’re thinking. But frankly, I smell saliva. Ok well, zero weirdness!

Saturday, July 18, 2009

Like I Effing Care

I always speak up but then regret it because I thought he wouldn’t like to have a person who he wants to make as a wife to have such conduct. I regret. I regretted. But not anymore when I know that I have had enough. When it was the last straw, I just shut up and I think I left him hanging. Or maybe he just doesn’t get it. I really meant what I said, “we are done”. Even my mom understands my displeasing moment of breaking up, but suddenly all I hear, “kesian dia”. What about him? I have the guts to say that I have moved on, because that is how I ended up with my current boyfriend. Maybe most will think that I am the bad person here. Well you know what? I just don’t give a damn what you damn suckers think. In addition to that, whoever knows from scratch, they know that I did the right thing. He changed his status but what’s up with “I love you till d end”?

He’s not a boyfriend material la, Fathy. Once he had a super hot gf pun dia boleh flirt dengan orang lain. If he breaks up with someone today, the next thing you know he is with someone else dah tomorrow. Jaga jaga je la. It’s up to you. But if anything happens to you, then I’ll puke on him.

Tuesday, June 16, 2009

So It's Him

I have been longing to see his face since mid April and I finally did just now. It was extremely awkward though but it wasn’t really bad at all. And I met Alia’s roommate. Hee. But I was about to throw up when all of his tracks were playing RnB genres. I need the BOOM BOOM POW! =P