Sharing is Caring

I was stuck in a conversation with me about the meaning of life. I won’t apologies for the very long linger of posting new blogs, because that would be sooo not me. I told you I’m rude. Words of advice, don’t ponder for something faulty, I used to do that. Once when I was the little really drop dead cute Fathy, a person asked me what would I want to be when I grow up, and I said, “I want to be rich” I realize that one could never say that again, when all can see that your own race doesn’t show any progress. I had a thought about the past, how conscious she was. Maybe she was the one whom was touched when I was talking about the other. Just think, after all that has been through and she still has no clue about it, well, I don’t mean to patronize, but your girlfriend is one hell of a dim wit. A bigger loser to be exact. Never been humiliated much and of course, somebody is not satisfied about something else I see?

Music and singing is all what I am passionate about. I like to say this to myself, compose every time when you are inspired, not when you’re running out of ideas. Me, I’m always inspired every time I am about to go to sleep. It is when my eyes are tightly closed and I am about to wander to the complete darkness or slumber land. I would get melody, parts of music in my head, harmonic tunes I can listen to but not as clearly one would thought. Once it gets to me, I won’t remember it at the latter. It just won’t come back. That’s why every time I experience every tune when I got it, I force myself to wake up, grab my cell and record it through my singing. Bit by bit would do. What’s the rush? My piano teacher said that I could finish the grade I’m currently in 2 months whereas everybody else has to do it at least 6 to 12 months. I told ya’ll that I’m a fast learner when it comes to music. :)

I’m currently using the other laptop because the one that I always use is being conquered by an inconvenient selfish human being who thinks that he can have it all. That’s what it is, when he sees something is conquered by someone who takes a good care of it, he will take it all. When one thing isn’t being touched by others, he would just ignore. This laptop was just being formatted and it is like a new laptop with nothing in it only the important usual contents, and it has not been touched by anyone for quite a long time especially the person I stated about, and want to know why?; because it has not been touched. Easy to understand I hope? Now I’m using this, let see if any hand will be laid on this one.

I have more to say. I’ll update in once upon a time eyh?

Just a Slight Spot

‘Pink Elephant’ is similar to ‘Bye Bye’. Sometimes, instead of saying ‘Bye Bye’, we just say ‘Pink Elephant’. Or, we would just articulate the noun, after the farewell greeting. I don’t need to demonstrate that one, I presume? We are all well educated, pfft~! But every time we use that to our eldest sister, she would just say, “I don’t wear pink!” Why? We got it from Oprah, it was the episode where Miley Cyrus was interviewed and asked questions from her fans. She stated that whenever she screwed up in a song where she lip synching, maybe she forgets lyrics perhaps, she would say ‘Pink Elephant’ for many times. No one would know or guess what she was saying if they are not been told. Clever!

I am mad, really mad. But I don’t know exactly why and because of what. If I look it through all over again, there’s nothing to be angered of. I’m confused. I’m dating the right man, and I always ask myself, what did I date those fools for? Through thick and thin, and come what may. I could just wait for him. I really should say this; my life would be imperfect without him.

My music school in Kelana Jaya had this one camp. The camp is all about music, I supposedly to be a part of it because I am a student there. I didn’t go; I had classes, assignments to deal with, and stressing exams. Then I watched the Disney Channel Original Movie, ‘Camp Rock’, shyt.

0.1 % of the Heart

“I believe that harmonies are colours. Every time I paint, is sharpens my harmony.”

Every morning, I would initiate a thought, what if I suddenly stop the things I do that every morning, maybe because of pain perhaps or even exhaustion? Would he wipe out what he has in his heart? I finally found the right one, the one, the perfect one. “I don’t care. If you are too frightened, just demolish it away. I’m ok with it.” Why are you being so nice? Why do I have you? Why am I so lucky? I hold to the quote, “When there’s a will, there’s a way.” That is why I always get what I want.

Look At Me

It only will make me stronger. I survived these few days. They were at our home and we went to theirs. Since the first day, I studied, never missed a night. And now I am about to complete the bits of the assignment. It’s difficult when you have a picky lecturer; But for the good reason, of course. I made cookies! I got a lot of compliments for that. Butter cookies with a taste of milk chocolate.





Ehehehe.

He just loves to be on Jakarta. =D